I was always waiting around for the Big Other to tell me what to do, to give me a sign. I couldn't tell if I was stupid or not. I went off meat but then bled 15 days out of 30 and had to go back on, rather in, by which I mean the animals went in my mouth and I swallowed. We were 17, and ravenous, and we made the mother cook spaghetti for us at 2 in the morning. This is what comes from organized sport and international travel for teens. Everyone we knew in high school had acquired jobs and hou...
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